phasing_cat | From Twitter 03-26-2010 (Reply)

RT @talkaboutitorg: It's our birthday. Wanna give us a present? Make sure you & all your friends know what to do if someone is having a ...
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire *knocks on the door to Claire's room* Claire? It's me, Kitty.
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ I can hear muffled noises inside the room. Did she forget I was coming over? "Claire, is everything okay?"
#nowplaying Still - Matt Nathanson
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire "Hey..." My smile fades as I see Adam over her shoulder, on the bed, shirt untucked and unbuttoned. Oh God, she -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire forgot all about me, because they were... "Sorry to interrupt."
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ I purposefully don't look at him, only at Claire. "Are you sure? I can come back later." I have to make myself -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire stand still, all I want to do is run.
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I'm surprised by her suggestions even though I shouldn't be. We've done it once before. "Are you sure he wants -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire to?" I whisper back to her. I do want her... I always want her. Him I could take or leave.
@kittenspawn @beshter ((I was an accident!))
@Beshter @kittenspawn ((My mom said I'm proof the withdrawal method doesn't work. Then I threw up.))
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire If looks could kill... but I'm not leaving. I have just as much right to be here as he does.
((This day is going so slow I can literally watch time passing))
@electricvixen ((It's killing me!))
@electricvixen ((I have an hour and a half))
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire Watching them kiss makes me want to leap over the bed and slam my fist into his face. I remind myself I'm doing -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire this for her, because I love her. Because it's this or nothing.
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I silently slip my shoes off, then join them on the bed, Claire in the middle. She's so concerned about if this -
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ is what he wants, I wonder for a moment if she knows how much sharing her with him hurts me too.
#nowplaying The Weight of the World - The Editors
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@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire This is either going to be incredible, or an incredible disaster. I pull my sweater off over my head and reach -
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ for Claire, turning her to face me. I want her front - he can have her from behind. I kiss her deeply, sighing.
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ I reach down for Claire's hands, moving them up my back so she can unhook my bra, as I continue to kiss her, -
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ sucking her bottom lip into my mouth and biting down lightly with my teeth. I reach behind her and touch Adam's -
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ shoulder, pulling him closer to Claire, but digging my nails into his back at the same time.
#nowplaying I Don't Think So - Priscilla Ahn
RT @fenraven: I swear I can hear my brain cells dying, one by one, as boredom stabs an ice prick through them.
#nowplaying You Got Your Hooks In Me - Little Charlie & the Nightcats... LOL
#nowplaying (Don't Fear) The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult... makes me think of @AdamMonroe_...
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I move onto the bed, pulling the sheet up to cover myself. I smile inside, but keep a concerned look, and stay -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire out of the way. She wants us all to get along. At least I tried... or it looks like I did.
#nowplaying The Pretender - Foo Fighters. Hmmm, also reminds me of @AdamMonroe_
What if I say I'm not like the others/What if I say that I'll never surrender
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I pull my sweater back on, hopping out of the bed. "No, I should leave. I interrupted... even though I thought -
@CoEdClaire @AdamMonroe_ we had plans... but that's fine, things happen. I can come back tomorrow." Why do I throw myself under the bus?
@Its_A_Gas_Mask Shut it, you!
#nowplaying I Want To Hold Your Hand - Across The Universe OST
@electricvixen NEVER!
@tis_elementary I have a hard time listening and not singing along
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I look at Claire, feeling horrible just from the look on her face. "Sweetheart, I'm so sorry. I thought it -
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire would work. I guess..." I sit heavily on the bed. "I guess he just hates me. I can't say I blame him."
#nowplaying One Sweet Love - Sara Bareilles. *ouch*
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I nod. Of course she does. She'll go after him, but she didn't follow me when I left. "Do you want me to wait?"
@Its_A_Gas_Mask You know, we made it work once! and it was pretty damn good! I gained 20 followers that day!
((10 minutes left! HUZZAH!))
@Its_A_Gas_Mask *sneers and growls*
@fenraven @sunfell ((I've always said I would stay 45 minutes later if I could take a 45 minute nap after lunch))
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire I watch her leave, wanting with all my heart and soul to stop her. Instead I sit back on the bed, my back against-
@AdamMonroe_ @CoEdClaire the wall, my knees pulled up to my chest, and wait.
@Its_A_Gas_Mask *hisses*
@Its_A_Gas_Mask ROOOOOAAAAARRRRR *I'm a lion, you know*
((Time to go! @CoEdClaire & @AdamMonroe_, you two carry on while I'm gone, k? Ciao!))
((Throw a party, I'm home!!))
Waiting was never something I was good at. I'm pacing around @CoEdClaire's room. What could be taking so long?
@kaylamds (I see that!)
I guess I should put my bra back on.
@Open_Flame Claire and I were... in the middle of something, and she had to leave. I'm thinking the mood's gone.
@CoEdClaire :txt: I understand. I don't hate you. Call me tomorrow?
@Open_Flame Adam got upset and left. She ran after him. I don't have a good feeling about this, Liz.
I guess that means I'm going home. What happened to the great day I had planned? It's all gone to shit!
@Open_Flame *sheepish* Her boyfriend.
@CoEdClaire :txt: I love you.
@Open_Flame It's not like we planned to fall in love! She said she didn't want to give either of us up!
@Open_Flame He was away when Claire and I got together. But she told him about me... we even, um... tried all 3 of us together. *blush*
@Open_Flame Well, he was... until Claire told him that we were in love. Then everything went to hell in a handbasket.
@Open_Flame Because it's true, and we shouldn't have to hide it or lie about it!
@Open_Flame I... I know it's not easy. I just want Claire to be happy, and it seems like he doesn't make her happy a lot of the time. I -
@Open_Flame thought, maybe, if she were with both of us, she'd see that I'm better. *god, that sounded stupid*
@Open_Flame *chokes back a tear* Of course I want her to be with just me. But I know it's not going to happen. If I have to share her, or -
@Open_Flame let her go... I'll share her.
@Open_Flame Why... why wouldn't she want me? She said she loves me, even when I tried to end it when she and Adam got engaged, she -
@Open_Flame didn't want to!
@Open_Flame *tears start streaming down her cheeks* She's going to pick him, isn't she? She'll pick him, just like my dad picked my mom. -
@Open_Flame And then I'll be alone. Again.
@Open_Flame *cries into Liz's hair* He was so angry... he's going to make her chose, and she'll pick him. Why would she pick me? I'm just-
@Open_Flame a kid, I have nothing to offer her. I'm nobody.
@SullivanShadow I'm available.
@Open_Flame I am. I don't understand why she fell in love with me in the first place. I wish she hadn't... I wish I'd never said anything -
@Open_Flame about having feelings for her. It's not fair, if I'd met her first, things would be different.
@Open_Flame I guess. *sniffles, trying to stop crying* I feel like I've lost her already.
@Open_Flame Do you think you could help distract me? Mabye take me out for a drink or something?
@CoEdClaire It's gonna taste pretty bad... but it won't kill you because you're... you
@electricvixen Because I'm watching it too. Get out of my head!
@electricvixen Separated at birth?
@electricvixen We must be related, though. Or else you're a mind reader and don't know it.
@electricvixen My parents told me I was an only child.
@electricvixen I guess...
@ebrown2112 ((They seriously are!))
@ebrown2112 I'm waiting for the axe to fall, that's what
@ebrown2112 I went over to Claire's, and Adam was there. He got angry and left... she went after him. When I left last week, she didn't -
@ebrown2112 come after me. Then she texted me and asked me to leave so she and Adam could talk.
@ebrown2112 I don't have to assume. Everything she's ever done tells me what's going to happen. I have no chance.
I'm worried. I wish I knew what was going on in that room. I know Claire's invincible... but I still worry that he'll hurt her.
@ebrown2112 I wish she hadn't.
@ebrown2112 I realize now it was a mistake. I was weak, I shouldn't have gotten back together with her. It's just hurting all of us.
@ebrown2112 Actually, it's exactly the same. I love someone who says they love me. Yet when asked to choose between me and someone else 0
@ebrown2112 they love, I am not the one chosen.
((Falling asleep in my chair. Good night!))