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phasing_catLetter Meme, Day 11
Dear Dad:
I can't believe you're gone. Your funeral is tomorrow, and the rabbi asked me to say a few words. I don't think I can do it. I keep remembering the look on your face when you said goodbye to me. I shouldn't have let you go, I knew something terrible was going to happen. I should have been stronger, I should have fought harder. I'm so, so sorry.
George told me that you're with Mom now, and that makes me feel a little better. Say hi to Grandpa for me, I know he's happy to see you too. The weekend we spent together was so important to me. Before I went to see you for the first time, months ago, I was afraid that I'd never be able to see you as my father again, and that I'd never feel like your daughter. We were so close when I was little, and I wanted that again. And being with you in New York, just hanging out together at the apartment watching t.v. - we found it again, didn't we? It almost felt like we'd never been apart. I never stopped loving you, even when I thought I hated you. I will always love you, and miss you more now than ever.
Please try not to worry about me. I know you only got to meet Peter, but I have lots of people in my life looking out for me. I even call one of them 'mom' sometimes. They are all taking care of me, or at least trying to. I won't be alone, I promise. And even when they're not around, I will always have you and mom in my heart.
I love you. I miss you.
<3 Your Katie
Dear Dad:
I can't believe you're gone. Your funeral is tomorrow, and the rabbi asked me to say a few words. I don't think I can do it. I keep remembering the look on your face when you said goodbye to me. I shouldn't have let you go, I knew something terrible was going to happen. I should have been stronger, I should have fought harder. I'm so, so sorry.
George told me that you're with Mom now, and that makes me feel a little better. Say hi to Grandpa for me, I know he's happy to see you too. The weekend we spent together was so important to me. Before I went to see you for the first time, months ago, I was afraid that I'd never be able to see you as my father again, and that I'd never feel like your daughter. We were so close when I was little, and I wanted that again. And being with you in New York, just hanging out together at the apartment watching t.v. - we found it again, didn't we? It almost felt like we'd never been apart. I never stopped loving you, even when I thought I hated you. I will always love you, and miss you more now than ever.
Please try not to worry about me. I know you only got to meet Peter, but I have lots of people in my life looking out for me. I even call one of them 'mom' sometimes. They are all taking care of me, or at least trying to. I won't be alone, I promise. And even when they're not around, I will always have you and mom in my heart.
I love you. I miss you.
<3 Your Katie
