phasing_cat | From Twitter 03-29-2010

@Open_Flame I need ot hit something, do something to get this out! Can you take me somewhere, when I get home?
@Kelsie_Conekin Possibly... why do you ask?
@Open_Flame That would be great! Thank you!
@Kelsie_Conekin But they love each other. What can we do about it?
@CoEdClaire Me too. *gets up and adjusts their umbrella* Perfect... now we won't get burned.
@Kelsie_Conekin I think so...
((Heading home - I'll bbb in about an hour to continue with all of you!))
@CoEdClaire Eww, Claire. That would look hideous!
@Kelsie_Conekin I don't... I don't know if that's a good idea. If Claire found out I was involved, she'd never forgive me.
@ebrown2112 I'm back!
@Kelsie_Conekin That won't work. She's breaking up with me. I can't be with her and not... be with her, you know?
@ebrown2112 Not too bad.
@Kelsie_Conekin Claire and I are in Cancun, enjoying a last week together. When we get back on Sunday, she's going to Adam. She's chosen him
*nowplaying Best of You - Foo Fighters. Oh dear god...
@CoEdClaire You look so adorable!
@ebrown2112 What do you mean?
@CoEdClaire *rolls over onto her stomach and falls asleep, snoring very quietly*
@CoEdClaire It's not under your suit...
@ebrown2112 I don't know what she's up to. I told her I'm not participating. It would be a disaster if Claire found out.
@Kelsie_Conekin I... fine. But we never had this conversation. And for the record, it won't work. They love each other.
@CoEdClaire Baby, you'd look adorable in a paper bag. Yes, it's cute. Want me to help you wash it off? *grin*
What is wrong with LJ? You stupid fucker... you're becoming more full of fail than twitter!
@CoEdClaire *notices her smile disappear* I don't have to...
@CoEdClaire Please... don't start pulling away from me already.
@CoEdClaire *shakes her head* Just tell me. I'll try not to get upset, I promise.
@Kelsie_Conekin And you know... Claire slept with me, and Adam forgave her. Him sleeping with you would not split them up.
@ebrown2112 I don't know about that... I'm just not stupid. It would backfire.
@CoEdClaire Oh. I see. So even though you'll have an eternity of anniversaries together, you don't want to do anything with me on one of -
@CoEdClaire the six last days we'll ever have together?
@ebrown2112 I appreciate that... but I can take care of myself. I'm untouchable, remember?
@CoEdClaire At least I'm not crying again, that should count for something.
@Kelsie_Conekin Oh, okay... I shouldn't ask what you are planning. I don't want to know.
@Kelsie_Conekin ((sent you a DM))
@CoEdClaire So you were just going to act weird and distant all day? That's so much better. I'd rather know, even if it upsets me.
@CoEdClaire Yes, you did. Thank you. *pauses* Do you even want to be here?
@CoEdClaire Would you rather be at home... with him?
@CoEdClaire *takes a shaky breath* You can go, if you want. I won't try to stop you.
@CoEdClaire *wants Claire to want to be with her because she loves her, not because she asked her to, but can't let go yet* If you say so.
@CoEdClaire There's nothing you -can- do. And there's nothing I can do to change how you feel. As usual. *sigh*
@CoEdClaire I'm not mad at you... I'm mad at myself. It was naive of me to think we could come here and leave him behind. He's always with-
@CoEdClaire you. He's a part of you. In a way that I'm not.
@CoEdClaire That's who you've been texting, isn't it?
@CoEdClaire Nevermind. Let's just go get some dinner, okay?
@lifetimedreamer Moo? Meow.
@ebrown2112 How?
@CoEdClaire What's the point? You already know how I feel. I know how you feel. Nothing's going to change either of them. I'm frustrated -
@CoEdClaire that I have absolutely no control over this, over what happens to me and my own heart. You have it, Claire. You have everything.
@CoEdClaire You have the only thing I've wanted since the day I got kicked out of my parents' house. Someone who loves you and would do -
@CoEdClaire anything for you. Dammit, you have two people! I thought I'd finally found it, when you told me you loved me. Now, after -
@CoEdClaire Sunday, I'll be left with a giant hole in my chest where my heart used to be. Because you have my heart, you always will.
@lifetimedreamer Purr
@CoEdClaire I don't want anyone else. All I want is for you to want me. And all you want is him.
@lifetimedreamer *purrs and rubs her ears against his leg*
@ebrown2112 Too bad that world isn't this world.
@CoEdClaire I know. It was stupid and careless of me to fall for you. I forgot everything I learned from my parents. It won't happen again.
@CoEdClaire I have no choice. I either close it up, or drown in it. *stands up* I need some air.
@CoEdClaire I'm going for a walk. I'll... I'll be back later. *grabs her purse and shoes* Feel free to text Adam all you want while I'm -
@CoEdClaire gone. *leaves, slamming the door behind her*
@ebrown2112 ((That just means that either (a) you've experienced this in your life, or (b) I'm playing it well.))
@ebrown2112 ((I will take that as a compliment, and say thank you!))
@lifetimedreamer *jumps up into his lap*
@ebrown2112 (Hey, it's Elle place, we're just borrowing it)
Somehow I've ended up at the very american bar across the street. The bartender's keeping my glass full, but doesn't have time to listen.
I'd rather not burst into tears in the middle of the bar... so I guess that's a good thing.
@lifetimedreamer *purrs louder and licks his nose*
@SullivanShadow *picks up her phone and calls Becky*
@SullivanShadow Becks? *obviously slurring her words*
@SullivanShadow Maybe a little. *hiccups* We got in a fight. I screwed things up, Becks.
@SullivanShadow The bar across the street from where we're staying. Today's their anniversary, did you know that? She didn't even want to -
@SullivanShadow touch me. She's been texting him all day.
@SullivanShadow Back at Elle's place, I guess. I wouldn't be surprised if she was on a plane on her way home to see him.
@SullivanShadow *finishes her fourth, er, fifth? drink* What?
@ebrown2112 (Kitty begged. Claire couldn't say no. Deep down they both knew it was a bad idea)
@ebrown2112 ((It's the long, drawn-out goodbye. Trying to just end it and walk away didn't work.))
@ebrown2112 ((that may be. I don't know Claire's thought process.))
@ebrown2112 ((She probably also fears watching Kitty grow old and die, when she won't))
@ebrown2112 ((I've done it myself. Not being able to let go makes you do things that end up hurting more in the long run.))
@ebrown2112 ((Your opinion is noted. Story's already in full swing - and as Liz said earlier, "ABUSE THE MUSE!"))
@SullivanShadow I can't go back. I feel so stupid, Becks.
@SullivanShadow I thought bringing her here would make her forget him. *orders another margarita*
@SullivanShadow Fine! *pays for the ones she's already had* Fine, I'll go back! Are you happy now?
*stumbles back across the street, then realizes she doesn't have a key to the room* Claire?? *pounds on the door*
@SullivanShadow (Good night!)
@CoEdClaire *knocks again* Claire, I forgot my key! *sits down, back against the door*
@CoEdClaire *falls backwards into the room when the door opens* Oh! *giggles and looks up* Hi.
@CoEdClaire *kicks off her shoes, one flying behind the couch* I figured it out.
@CoEdClaire *stumbles into the bedroom, shedding clothes* Why we're not going to end up together.
@CoEdClaire *strips down to her underwear and pulls on a robe, stumbling out onto the balcony* Because when I'm with you, I'm happy. And -
@CoEdClaire I don't deserve to be happy. My mom was right... I'm evil. I should never have tempted you.
@CoEdClaire *collapses into a chair, head lolling back* Then why? Why would God give me something so wonderful, and then take it away?
@CoEdClaire *stays quiet for a minute, listening to the ocean* I'm sorry I got mad. It's not your fault. I feel like I'm going crazy.
@CoEdClaire Will you... lay in the bed with me? I know you don't want to do anything... but I need to be close to you.
@CoEdClaire *leaves the robe in the chair, sliding under the covers* Claire... have you been crying?
@CoEdClaire Your pillow... it's wet. *holds out her arms* I'm so sorry.
@CoEdClaire No, it's not. The last thing I ever want to do is make you cry. *squeezes her close* I don't know what came over me.
@CoEdClaire *kisses her temple* I just wanted everything to be perfect. I want these memories to be good ones that I can hang on to later.
@CoEdClaire Tomorrow, I hope I don't remember that I made you cry. I'm pretty sure I didn't drink enough for that, though.
@CoEdClaire *starting to doze off, mumbling* If I do it again, you can hit me. And yell at me.
@CoEdClaire *whispers into her hair* I love you. I will always love you.
Good night all!