Letter to My Dreams - Shades of Gray!Verse
Sep. 7th, 2010 07:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phasing_catLetter Meme, Day 5
Hey brain,
Stop with the fucked up dreams, okay? I didn't kill Jeremy. He didn't die because of me, and his death wasn't my punishment for killing Jacob. So stop making me dream that I'm the one who killed him, not some stranger. I don't want to remember him that way, okay? I want to remember his smile and his warmth, how it felt to be in his arms. But every time I close my eyes you show me his dead, decapitated body, his glazed over eyes and his bloody hair.
So please, I'm begging you. Stop, okay? Thanks.
Hey brain,
Stop with the fucked up dreams, okay? I didn't kill Jeremy. He didn't die because of me, and his death wasn't my punishment for killing Jacob. So stop making me dream that I'm the one who killed him, not some stranger. I don't want to remember him that way, okay? I want to remember his smile and his warmth, how it felt to be in his arms. But every time I close my eyes you show me his dead, decapitated body, his glazed over eyes and his bloody hair.
So please, I'm begging you. Stop, okay? Thanks.
