To Someone I've Drifted Away From - Logan (Bump!Verse)

[phasing_cat]

Letter Meme, Day 14

Dear Logan:

I'm sorry you don't want to be around me when I've been around John.  I wish I could make you understand how I feel about him, and how he makes me feel.

I do miss you.  You've been a big part of my life for so long, as a mentor, a teacher and a friend.  I know at first I wasn't the most enthusiastic about you joining the Bureau, but I'm glad you did.  You brought something familiar back into my life, and being on missions with you always makes me feel safe.  I know I can always trust you to have my back, and I can never thank you enough for that.

But John... I love him, Logan.  More than I thought was possible.  He fills in the holes in my heart - he makes me feel whole.  I truly believe he is my soul mate, my other half.  I always wondered if 'soul mates' even existed, until I met him.  We're both so shy, it's taken us years to finally get together, and I've never been happier.

Please, try to remember that.  Both of you hold special places in my heart.  I hope we can get back to what we used to be, and soon.

I love you.

<3 Kitty

Comments

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[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

... I don't wanna avoid you anymore.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

Really?

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

[growls; he really isn't happy about giving in]

I still don't like him.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

I know, you just need to get to know him. Give him a chance.

[pleading eyes]

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

I don't wanna avoid you. Doesn't mean I don't wanna avoid him.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

We're a package deal now.

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

Well, it's a shitty deal.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

Only for you.

[Because you can't grow up]

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

Ain't good for him, either.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

Wait, what? You're saying him being in a package with me is a shitty deal?

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

He doesn't wanna be around me anymore'n I wanna be around him.

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

But you both want to be around me. So either we work out some kind of schedule, or you two figure out how to get along.

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

[growls, sulkily]

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

[affectionately pats the side of his face]

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

[grabs her wrist] Don't push your luck.

[lets go of her; he's not angry, just annoyed that he has no choice]

[phasing-cat.livejournal.com]

[steps back, mumbling]

Jerk

[45825243-t78-a.livejournal.com]

[grunts, but feels a little better, like he has the upper hand again]