phasing_cat | To Someone Who Pesters Your Mind

Letter Meme, Day 19

Victor:

You drive me insane, you know that? I don't know what to do with you. One minute I want to scream at you, the next I want to rip your shirt off and molest you. There's no denying that I'm attracted to you any more. But I'm so confused... I know I should wait until I'm in love. I've always promised myself I would. But now there's a part of me that says hey, why wait? You can learn a lot from Victor, so when you do fall in love you'll wow the guy with how great you are in bed!

Thing is... sometimes I think I might love you. And I know you care about me, whether it's love or not remains to be seen. You've changed a lot around me, and that means a lot to me. Knowing that you can be tender, and caring, means the world. I feel safe with you, like I can go to you if I need comforting, and I never expected that when we first met.

I am so, so sorry for what happened with Logan. It was impulsive and I have no excuse for it. Please don't let it keep you away from me. I need you, and I think you need me too. I didn't have sex with him, I swear! I promised you I wouldn't, and I would never break my word.

Please, baby, please come back. I'll be waiting for you.

All my heart,
Kitty