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Oct. 15th, 2010 12:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phasing_catLetter Meme, Day 19
Victor:
You drive me insane, you know that? I don't know what to do with you. One minute I want to scream at you, the next I want to rip your shirt off and molest you. There's no denying that I'm attracted to you any more. But I'm so confused... I know I should wait until I'm in love. I've always promised myself I would. But now there's a part of me that says hey, why wait? You can learn a lot from Victor, so when you do fall in love you'll wow the guy with how great you are in bed!
Thing is... sometimes I think I might love you. And I know you care about me, whether it's love or not remains to be seen. You've changed a lot around me, and that means a lot to me. Knowing that you can be tender, and caring, means the world. I feel safe with you, like I can go to you if I need comforting, and I never expected that when we first met.
I am so, so sorry for what happened with Logan. It was impulsive and I have no excuse for it. Please don't let it keep you away from me. I need you, and I think you need me too. I didn't have sex with him, I swear! I promised you I wouldn't, and I would never break my word.
Please, baby, please come back. I'll be waiting for you.
All my heart,
Kitty
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:35 pm (UTC)I'm so, so sorry. Please, let me make it up to you.
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:39 pm (UTC)That was.... an accident. A mistake.
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:44 pm (UTC)I'm sorry.
[reaches for his hand] Please give me another chance.
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:48 pm (UTC)Get your hands away from me! I know where you've been!
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:51 pm (UTC)Would you be this upset if it had been a stranger?
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:54 pm (UTC)...no.
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Date: 2010-10-18 02:58 pm (UTC)I wish it hadn't happened.
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Date: 2010-10-18 03:02 pm (UTC)*he looks at her curiously now; not so much angry, just a little confused*
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Date: 2010-10-18 03:06 pm (UTC)I just got confused and, and he was there, and...
I wish it had been you, not him.
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Date: 2010-10-18 03:28 pm (UTC)*but his accusation is more his way of using anger to hide his hurt*
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Date: 2010-10-18 03:30 pm (UTC)I'm not like the other women you've known, I know you can feel that. Would any of them have bothered to apologize, to try to explain, to beg for your forgiveness like I'm doing?
[actually literally gets down on her knees, looking up at him with tear-filled eyes] I need you.
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:07 pm (UTC)Y'say you ain't like the others. Why am I s'posed to believe that?
*but already, his voice is softer; she says she needs him. And he isn't used to hearing that at all*
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:10 pm (UTC)[slowly stands and puts her hand on his chest, over his heart]
In here.
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:42 pm (UTC)Sometimes I wonder why I even fuckin' bother with you...
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:48 pm (UTC)Because I'm the first person to care about you in way too long. Because I know you, and accept you... your past, the good and the bad. All of it and all of you, and I still want you in my life. Where else are you going to find that?
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:54 pm (UTC)*but he's grinning playfully as he says it*
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Date: 2010-10-18 04:56 pm (UTC)Are you calling me a whore?
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Date: 2010-10-18 05:31 pm (UTC)Nah. Whores get paid.
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Date: 2010-10-18 05:59 pm (UTC)So what does that make me?